Saturday, March 19, 2011

Then the leaves changed

If I had one more chance
you could never forget

I would do everything
In my power to keep you

But then again
I did

Just when I knew for sure
It was over

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I can do that

I do crazy amazing things for stress.I bite down on my jaw really hard and long.
SO much so that it makes my ears hurt.Sometimes I stay up all night with it. Sometimes I eat a whole bunch of ice cream.Other times I use people. That makes me feel like a bad person. Nights and day I spend time in it and with it. I think about it in the future I think about it in the past. It gets me so tired sometimes I feel exhausted and too tired to do any real work. I stop dreaming dreams and singing the songs in my heart. I realized that stress is no good for me. So I told it to leave. I don't want it in my life....I guess I can do that.