Swim

I always saw you
Even you were hidden from your own self
Now I wonder if I'm good enough
Good enough now to touch you

I fear that you will see me trying
Trying to be the person I'm not sure of


This is all I have
I'm scared it will never be enough

That I will try and try and you will always know

and that maybe you won't stay

you'll see through me

then it will be over

So there it is
my hands are up
Now you know my secret that I feel like nothing
that I don't deserve nice things
that I have so many problems


That when I stop swimming










I sink