Spinning

Why do I go on hurting you?
I go around and round
Until its only pain
moving through
Why don't I go away?
Disappear?
I I stay I know
the end.
It's dangerous.
Love.
I must accept
Then Endure.
I think that my heart won't beat
My breath will cease
But here is the cruel fact:
The one I want to avoid:
Everything will be the same
except for you
and me.