times

I can't force my self
but another force takes over
everything I've ever wanted becomes

I try to conceal the line
I try not to feel

but it's like my second nature takes over
something deeper explains to me what's real

I get so scared
When I blurt my feelings out
I let them go before
and I lost everything
my whole self to another

and I'm still trying to find the pieces










and still you are ok with that.